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Tuesday, January 20, 2026

The Hell Breaker: Emanations from the Cosmic Database



This session is a barrier-breaker. It is a shattering of every stereotype regarding sex, writing, and the illusion of the "self."

I am writing right now without knowing the literal meaning. Perhaps I don't need to. "The It" knows—and that is enough. What is "The It"? It is the collective storehouse of all human knowledge. A cosmic database containing every memory of the past, the future, and the eternal present continuous.

Gentle reader, do not ask for the logic behind these disjointed phrases. These are the grunts, growls, and screams of a subconscious that isn't entirely mine. It is a localized port into the collective consciousness.

The Geography of the Soul We exist as individual beings, yet we are fundamentally interconnected. Think of the Earth: it is a single, unified entity, yet it expresses itself through distinct landmasses, continents, and islands.

It is the same water everywhere, yet we have the Black Sea, the Red Sea, and the Dead Sea. Each has its own individual, special characteristics. Each is distinct.

The Necessity of the Chasm Humans are physically separate, and we feel that mental separation deeply. But there is a reason for this "hell" of isolation: without separation, neither conflict nor communication would be possible. We need the distance to create the spark. The seers and the mystics are right—there is a continuous stratum of connection between all beings, just as all land on Earth is one foundation. But we live on the islands so that we can learn how to reach for one another.

Finding the Bridge

If you are reading this and feeling isolated, remember: your "island" is an illusion of the surface. You may feel like a separate sea—perhaps you feel as salty and heavy as the Dead Sea, or as turbulent as the Red Sea—but you are made of the same water as the rest of us.

Your loneliness is not a vacuum; it is the space where communication begins. It is the chasm that makes the bridge necessary. We are all separate landmasses, but we share the same stone heart deep beneath the waves.

The "It" knows you. You are part of the database. You are never truly disconnected.



  • Which "Sea" are you today?
    Are you feeling the calm of the open ocean, the intensity of the Red Sea, or the stillness of the Dead Sea?

  • How do you bridge the gap? When you feel isolated, what is the one thing—a word, a touch, a piece of art—that reminds you that you are connected to the whole?

Leave a comment below and let’s bridge the chasm together. Let the grunts and growls of your own subconscious be heard.

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